Saturday, September 7, 2019

Saturday Photo

And the good harvest continues!
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by PAM

Ever heard of 'low melatonin nights'?  The nights when sleep won't come to you no matter how hard you try to black your mind out? Well, I am having that right now, and I tell ya, it ain't pretty.  Good thing I have this to mull over...
Up there... again.
And it feels... awesome!
Ours is Top Performing School in Registered Electrical Engineers Licensure Examination... again - seven years in a row!  How does it feel?  Uhm... good!  It feels good... it's a concrete outcome of all the humongous efforts - but being invisible, in the backstage... behind that  endlessly flowing veil of tears, where no one can see... where all they see is my 'invisibility'... and others' larger-than-life presence, bathe in spotlight - in center stage.  But do I mind?  With this result?  Nah.  Should I break through that veil and claim a little of what is mine... and have worked hard for?  Uhm... nah.  I know so well that it is a thankless job... therefore, I take none.  I do not consider any of this as mine.  But no one can take away the joy in my heart... that is mine, and mine alone.  The knowledge that I have done my very best, and with no personal agenda to protect and to put in front of service... of serving these kids, and of serving God. And it all translated to this - dreams becoming reality, wishes coming true... and many, many more like this.  I couldn't ask for more.  At least, not right now... except for a little sleep.

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